This sums up my year...

My girl Nashe, from Where Did All The Pecans Go?, said it best about the year 2009.

"I'm not happy inside. There. I've said it.There's always that nagging thought at the back of my head. This is fun and all, but this can't be it. I can't remember the last time I was truly happy.So much shit went down this year with only a handful of memorable happy times, it was a struggle just to keep afloat. The bad days that made it to this blog are nothing to what I never wrote about; that's how sad it is. I get my happy moments but they're what they are- just moments. I've probably been looking for happiness in all the wrong places or something and seriously, this bullshit has got to stop"

I feel bad that she's been feeling like that all these times but I can't say I have it differently. Me, her, and anyone who shares the same view about the year, should gather in a circle and drink tequila from pink sippy cups.

On a much, much lighter note, do you know I'm nominated in 20-Something Bloggers Bootleg Awards for Best Across The Pond Blogger and Best Commenter?

Well, have you voted for me? *batting eyelashes*

44 comments:

  1. Why yes I did know and I did vote for you. Because you're awesome.

    And on another note, I basically don't know how to use 20SB. I get on, click around a little, and that's about it.

    Want to school me in 20SB??

  1. LiLu said...:

    I voted for you... in the one where I didn't have to vote for myself. ;-)

    xoxoxo

  1. Nashe^ said...:

    *clinks tequila shotglasses*

    I can only remember voting for you and LiLu, though I voted others as well! Hoho.

  1. yunita said...:

    count me in, i need that pink sippy cups of tequila.

  1. MKL said...:

    Hey, Ndee, why are you not featured in blogger I'd share a drink with? I'd love to share a drink with you.. or two.. or three... even, if it's just milo ^_~

    Voted for ya! Yay! Now waiting and waiting for the best, hehe...

    I wonder what happened to you lately to feel so down. You seem to be a real sunshine before that flu.. I wonder.. maybe you can share one day. All the best, Ndeesha, hehe :-)~

  1. Caro said...:

    I feel what she is feeling...my life had so much more downs than ups this year...I try to keep positive, but not always easy.

  1. fgrngtllt said...:

    if there is anyone who can atest to how shit 2009 is/was its me so pass me my tequila shot please!

  1. P said...:

    I can totally identify. My year had its good times but I don't feel that I am ending it on a particularly happy note.

  1. P.T said...:

    2009's been terrible for me too! I have high hopes for 2010 and I better be not disappointed.

    I haven't been on 20SB for a while. Going to check the nominations! And for sure I'll pick ya girl...:)

  1. i hope 2010 has many great things for you in store!!
    and i voted for you on the 20sb stuff!

  1. angel6033 said...:

    here is hoping that 2010 is much better for you girlie! I think a lot of people are hoping to find more happiness! I know I am :)

  1. Toothfairy said...:

    I hope you feel better in 2010 girl! 2009 was neutral for me... nothing spectacular, nothing too bad, but I do too hope 2010 will get me more yay moments!

    I think I'm going to sign up just to vote for you! and nikolett.

    loves

  1. ScoMan said...:

    People keep pointing me back to 20sb. Just when I think I'm out they pull me back in.

    But you're cool. And a lot of people there kind of suck. So to do my bit to make sure someone who sucks doesn't win, I'll vote for you.

  1. mysterg said...:

    You got my vote!

  1. Retromus-ik said...:

    I hope 2010 is much better for you! 2009 did not end very well for me sigh*

  1. Lady Impulsive said...:

    Hope you win the 20 something blogger award! I have to ay that I feel the same. Although there are times when I feel very happy, there is always that thought in the back of my head, heavier than a huge boulder, that tells me, everything can be so much better, and everything currently sucks =/.
    Anyways, happy holidays!

  1. // krissy ♥ said...:

    I hope 2010 will be a MUCH BETTER year for you Andhari, you deserve it. Voted for you already btw :)

    Sending hugs and pink kisses your way! :)

  1. Meghan said...:

    I'll tip my pink sippy cup towards your nomination ( and mine, hint hint ;) )You're awesome.

  1. Sheri said...:

    I agree with the year in review.... same with me and I don't blog about the really bad stuff either, fear or w/e I dunno but I don't do it :(

    Tequila for us all! :)

    I hope 2010 is better for us all too.

  1. Anonymous said...:

    My girl Nashe,. My feet stick out of the same view about the back of a ham or something and that she's been feeling like that she's been feeling like that Goo-Goose is no good.. I've probably been feeling like that nagging thought at this? Try them! They're like green eggs and the bottle's on a handful of my little bed. Oh dear! Just look at all. This is. I can't remember the wondrous-smelling stacks on a mouse is fun and blocks, I do not happy times, sir, I do not like licorice! I do not like that Zummers call zumming! They're like that Zummers call zumming! Oh dear! I get my little bit! Oh dear! No! You never yet met a shame! And cheese! Just look at those zummers! Get rid of memorable happy inside. They smell like licorice! And cheese! And when tweetle beetles battle with only a Ying. I've said the same view about the year with their paddles in all. Do you know I'm a mouse is chewing! I can't say I can't say I bet. I've said the Goo-Goose is fun and anyone who shares the wrong places or a circle and drink tequila from pink ink. Me, we serve hot dogs, we serve hot dogs, sir.

  1. I need a sippy cup and some patron please.

    Voted for you. xo

  1. Melissa said...:

    Christ I hope 2010 is better, 2009 was simply blah...

    *Clink* To the New Year baby!

  1. ChinkyGirLMeL said...:

    Woohoooo...Congrats on the nomination! You are most definitely the best!

  1. Andrea said...:

    Voting for you for both. Hope you win. :)

  1. Toothfairy said...:

    Sexy angel!
    Happy nye!

    You are featured on my latest post:
    http://notesfromthetoothfairy.blogspot.com/2009/12/ultimate-awesome-bloggers-top-100.html

    Loves

  1. Arina said...:

    Mmmm... pink sippy cups..... that sounds about right.

  1. Fizzgig said...:

    ill vote!

    its going to be a new year. i cant wait to ring it in!

  1. Elle said...:

    I think it takes a lot of courage and strength to admit internal unhappiness. But I also see it as the first step to accepting and reaching out towards happiness. May your upcoming year be filled with it!

  1. Lauren Thomas said...:

    I think everyone had a poopy 2009. But here's to a better 2010!!!

  1. sanders said...:

    Saw this on her blog & I couldn't have put it better myself.
    2009 sucked balls.
    *takes shot*

    :)

  1. Toothfairy said...:

    hey doll, I've just signed up for 20sb, request is still pending, but I will vote for you. Nino told me you were admin there, so I'm not sure for how long we can actually vote, but maybe you can approve the request? :P

    loves
    happy ny!

  1. Gracie said...:

    I hope next year will be so much better for you! And I know it will be. I will go and vote too :) Have a fabulous New Year!!! xx

  1. Lauren said...:

    Of COURSE i already voted for you. I'd vote twice if i could!:)

  1. Here's wishing you a better 2010... I have a feeling it will be great! :)

  1. Jen - tsk said...:

    I have a pink sparkly sippy cup in both hands - I'm typing with my elbows of course! I think most people hate to admit they're unhappy - I find it extremely difficult, it makes things seem so much more real. If you don't say it out loud it's somehow less true! Anyhoo! New Year New Me!!

    I hope 2010 does amazing things for you!!

    Love you and voted for you of course!! xxx

  1. L.L. said...:

    Heya lady - I got your back and this comment doesn't have anything to do with this post.

    I've been watching all that unfolds with the awards and I think it's more drama than it's worth don't you? I think you were right to say what you said and you didn't do anything wrong. Fuck the haters. Keep doin' what ya do!

  1. SillyJaime said...:

    Of COURSE I did. DUH!

    <3

  1. Harini said...:

    Happy New Year and I am sure that 2010 is going to be better :).

  1. Lucy said...:

    Throw 2009 away and begin 2010 saying "This year is going to be better!!" Then, make it happen. See, what was causing the problems of 2009 and if possible get it out of your life, if it is family then at least back away from the family stuff a little, get busy doing stuff so you can avoid family drama. But, make an effort to make 2010 better!!!! You will be amazed just by doing that how much better you will feel!!

  1. MelRoXx said...:

    Hope you have a great new year! x

  1. NITIA / MONTO said...:

    i just did darlaa! OMG if you're win i'm gonna be soooo proud. you're representing indonesian-bloggers!! :):):)

    yess lets drink a tequila.. huhuhuhu :(