Don't worry, I'm not currently in an emo state that requires me to bawl and make you confused but say sweet words in the comments for me. Although it's really amazing that some of you do, I love you for that.
It's just that : my summer holiday is officially over and tomorrow school starts.
Seriously, let's start with the fact that by summer holiday I mean three full weeks of days off because I had a summer semester to do beforehand. Three weeks to relax, for serious. And in those times I still had to do a lot of things like my compilation album launching and the preparation of fasting month, so I probably have a week tops of chillin, now the school is again getting in the way of beautiful life of waking up at noon and sleep when the sun rise.
How I see my school can only be described by these pictures :
So yeah, I rest my case. Wishing everyone an amazing week!
So I was reading this hilarious post by one of everyone's favorite blogger, Narm, and he was talking about blogging for two years already. Now since I didn't really recall when I blogged for the first time, I looked back to the oldest entry and the date was August 9th 2007.
Holy shiz, I've officially blogged for two years too! It's been two years and 544 posts since I decided to be narcissistic and put my scarily random thoughts in writing for everyone to read. It's a big deal, right? I feel like doing something : drinking my weight in tequila boom boom*, dancing in front of Plaza Indonesia's fountain ( one of the city's signature land mark ), feed hungry models, or I don't know...adopt a baby?
By baby I mean baby poodle, I'm not ready for constant cries and smelly diapers just yet.
Anyway, to make it easier I decide to skip all those insanely brilliant ideas altogether and just tell you what I've learned so far in the past two years of blogging. Why? Because I'm wise like Jedi, that's why. Call me Yoda ** and here are some things that I can share about the subject :
1. Don't follow blogging rules too much
Just like any rules, they do suck and are capable to make you crazy. They forbid you to blog more than once a day? They told you to not blog on certain topics so much? well, tell the rule makers to plant one on your bottom ( see how polite I am by using these words instead of kiss my ass? )
2. Your blog = your rules = post whatever you want
I know as you get more readers you feel more hesitant before blogging about something, or there may be times when you have something in your mind but you really can't write about it for fearing people's responses. I feel this way from time to time but in the end I just be like "fukkit" and post whatever I want. You blog for yourself, it's your outlet, write what you want. People can close the window if they don't like it, no?
3. Some people are easily offended / There will always be haters
This real world's rule is also applied in the blogosphere, whatever you do, you can't please everyone. Haters will always exist even for the nicest and coolest bloggers. There's no guarantee that you wont open your blog and find a nasty comment from other bloggers / lousy anonymous commenters. Don't let it bring you down, and if you don't feel that there's anything wrong with what you write, don't apologize. It may sound selfish but like I said at #2, it's your freakin' blog. I don't believe that just because you have a public blog, it means people can write strong comments. Nope, I don't think so. My blog, my rules, if you can't behave like a decent human being in voicing your opinion then get the eff out. Simple.
4. When you feel overwhelmed, take a break
Because when you don't, you'll stop having fun and see it as a pressure. When you see it as a pressure, you're more likely to quit. This happened too many times and I really don't want to lose any more great blogs to read. So please lovelies, when you start stressing over blog, take a quick break. Take a longer break if necessary to think clearly before you click that Delete Blog button.
5. Try not to be overly sensitive
It's a point that I continue to fail to remember. I get sensitive, a lot. When I blog about something so passionately and see the responses aren't so great? I get sensitive. When I comment a lot at someone's blog but keep being ignored? I get sensitive. When I read someone's post bashing on things I like ( Seriously, happens a lot. Especially since I like Twilight and glittery vampires ) , I get sensitive. And you're not gonna like me when I'm sensitive, I write angry things in twitter and facebook status like an emo 12th years old. I still try to learn how to cope with it better and remind myself of #1, #2, #3, and #4.
6. Always, ALWAYS respect other bloggers
This can easily be achieved by :
Try commenting back every time someone, old or new, comments you. Or at least write them back to say thank you. You're not an effin celebrity, no matter how many hits you get daily. Pay back those attentions and do not be a douche by ignoring them. Your blog doesn't feed or help them survive in the world, they can easily delete it off their reader if they think you're unpleasant somehow.
Not leaving hate or mean comments at other people's blogs. You're not gonna like it when it happens to you. No matter how straight forward you are, there's always a good way to say what's in your mind, right?
Giving credits to other bloggers whenever they help you with something, or even just inspire you for a post. Simple kind gestures will get you everywhere, really. Especially since bloggers are tend to be nicer than a lot of people you may have or will meet in real life.
Anything to add? I guess I'll finish it here before I sound even more like a jackass than I already did. Happy blogiversary to me!
* You don't know tequila boom-boom? It's this tequila based cocktail that tastes sweet and a bit like Sprite but give you a kick and funny walk. Try it! ** I wonder if Yoda can get laid.
I decided to give in to peer pressure and join Lilu's TMI Thursday this week. This is a crazily popular installment and everyone seems to be doing it, come on it's about time I cracked and I happen to remember some bitter but funny story from my past. You can read about other stories here, but here is mine:
Back when I was sweet and innocent in high school, me and a bunch of my friends went on a week vacation Bali. We've planned this for a while seeing how super strict my parents are. Most of the times I may just listen to what they say, but that time I rebeled out. I just broke up with my one of my exes, let's call him Special K, and I could really use a holiday. Luckily I was going with two of my girls, Trina* and Marcie*, and a few cousins they happened to trust. So although they pouted, they still let me escape here :
Two of my uncles happened to have several resorts and hotel business in Bali so we could have rooms to stay for free, not to mention they could watch us if we're getting too carried away, you know? But the first few nights, everything was okay. Awesome, actually. We spent our days waking up late, hanging by the pool, drinking cocktails, shopping, doing water sports, having amazing meals, watching beautiful sunsets, and partying. All day and all night. We stumbled drunk at the crack of dawn everyday and none of my uncles knew about it. We knew how to keep the noises down. It was a bliss, definitely helped with getting over the douchey ex.
Mid week however, I received a call from Special K, telling me he's in the island too with his family but they stayed at the different side of the island. He asked whether we could hang out and although my first instinct was "Run! Stalker! Run!", I know we've been friends for long as well so I told him to hang out with me and my peeps.
It wasn't too fun with Special K around but I tried brushing it off, drinking liquors maybe more than usual and partying twice harder. He always tried to dance near me in clubs but I definitely maintained a distance by being around my cousins, who weren't really fond of him. The guy knew Trina and Marcie so he's chatting them up when I was unavailable, dancing with them too. Nothing too weird, I guess, until one night we all drank too much and stumbled into my room. Very intoxicated, my first instinct would be passing out on the bed.
However, a couple of hours after that, maybe around dawn, I woke up to movements, grunts, and weird voices beside me. My mind told me not to take a peek but I was too curious. Despite my drunken state, I knew Special K is the only man in the room. I tried to peek behind my shoulder in a very slow motion just to see Trina's naked butt right beside my head. Special K was under her and they did this slobbery movements that still horrified me until these days.
So I screamed, loud enough for them to stood up and looked super guilty despite their drunkness. Loud enough for Marcie, who slept on the couch, to wake up and screamed too as soon as she knew what happened and confronted them to get the hell out of the room. They did get out of the room, Marcie pulled me in for a hug because she thought I must felt so devastated. Well maybe I did...a little. But I was more shocked because I really didn't need to see my so-called friend's big butt just hanging right on my face, you see? Not hot.
So Marcie continued hugging me and telling me it's okay to cry again but I just went silent. We all went silent, the room went silent. Until I heard loud moaning and weird voices again outside...
Yes, after we kicked them out, they did it again in the hallway. Right outside our room. Viva Voyeurism, or something.
The hallway / corridor happens to be a balcony overlooking the hotel pool and garden, FYI. You bet in early morning some staffs early-rising surfer guests may have walked by below and saw all those actions. Or at least heard them, I believe words like "Big Bad monster" were used.
She's definitely a screamer.
Of course, I never talk to any of them anymore.
Scratch it, I've met Trina in a friend's birthday a couple of months ago. She still couldn't look at me in the eye, I couldn't either. You know she got a decent sized mole on her butt? Yikes.
I don't know if it only happens to me or happen to each one of you as well, but recently I develop a raging hatred to some people who tag me on their facebook pictures / videos.
No, it's not the case where I go out, have fun, get drunk and people upload the pictures of me with my stupid expressions there. If that's the case, I consider it fair and square. If the picture is too ugly or embarrassing to appear in my profile then I usually untag them. No fuss.
I'm talking about people tagging me in the pictures, sometimes even videos, that have nothing to do with me at all. Most of the time it happens when they sell something, like clothes or cupcakes or shoes or bags, whatever people sell out there. As for videos, they tagged me in the videos even when I'm not actually in it myself. Seeing as I'm a musician and many of my friends are, they tagged me in their performance videos, or in their studios or in their promo campaign, etc. Sometimes they even tag me when they just talk about nonsense and upload it in their facebook pages.
That's really annoying.
First, if you're a musician / actor/ any other entertainer, good for you! You wanna promote your work? Make a Facebook page / group. Use the mass message tool to promote your work, or you can wall me with the link to your music / videos. Make a status update, whatever. DO NOT tag me if I'm not even in your pictures / videos. I don't want my friends checking my videos hoping to see me and what I create but instead seeing you trying to take vocals or convincing the world how cool your songs are.
Just like I don't want my friends to check out my Facebook photos just to find the pictures of the latest dresses you happen to sell and tag me in. It's not that bad if the dresses or other clothing items you sell are actually nice but if it looks like Korean / Japanese / Taiwanese TV shows throw up their entire wardrobes in your little online shop, then we have a big problem.
Alright, some of you may know what my fuss will be all about if you follow me on twitter. But before that, let me begin with this question that you better not answer wrongly :
This girl below, her name isZivanna Letisha, she's very pretty right? Super stunning-OMG-so-effin-gorgeous kinda deal? Boys? Are you out there? Share some thoughts? It's not everyday I showcase so many sexy ladies in my page.
If you don't think she's super stunning-OMG-so-effin-gorgeous kinda deal then you might be blind really, or having poor taste. Yes, offense. It's my blog, I can say what I want.
Okay so I happen to know her in real life from a bunch of friends, not close or anything just simple acquintance, but I'm not being completely subjective when I say that this gorgeous former Putri Indonesia ( Miss Indonesia ) should at least make it into the top 15, or even top 5 ( or even runner ups, or even win this shit! ). Do you know that she got THE HIGHEST RATING from the website itself? #1! Didn't it count for something at least?
DO NOT even tell me she might not make the list for not being amazing in swimsuit or ball gown shows. She killed those! Here's a video example, see how graceful she walked in those pretty bikinis :
DO NOT tell me the girl didn't show awesome manner because I could show you a lot more videos showing her poiseness. DO NOT tell me she's dumb because from her interviews, she gave pretty bad ass answers. She killed the talent show with Indo traditional dance and she's multilingual. Byotch please, the winner Stefania Fernandez from Venezuela even still needed a translator and gave lousy answer when being asked by a judge in top 5 round.
I didn't say she's the one who really should be Miss Universe ( although the whole world seem to think so, check the rating again! ) but come on, not even top 15? And hey, let me tell you, NO ASIAN CONTESTANTS in top 15 this time. WTF? Miss Philippines, Miss Thailand, and Miss Japan are more than qualified to be on these spots too. But no, they just gave Asian contestants stupid awards like Miss Personality and stuff. India, known to produces beautiful and smart girls in this pagent, didn't even make it to the big 15 as well. Miss India is hot!
I guess I know the judges's guides to choose the winner or the top 15 girls in Miss Universe 2009 :
1. Choose a Latina, or anyone looking like one. Seriously, even Miss Belgiumand Miss France can pretty much pass as a latina. Or at least half latina. They have latin looks. Can judges spice things up? Why don't they just call the whole thing Miss Latin Universe?
Miss France - Chloe Mortaud
Miss Belgium - Zeynep Sever
2. Miss USA, despite everything, should always be in Top 15 Who can argue with this? USA pretty much controls this pageant. Anyhoo, it's acceptable since this year's Miss USA, Kristen Dalton, is indeed pretty and eye-catching. I like her, she got killer strut too.
4. Pick Latinas. Oh, what? I have said that before?
For god's sake, man, spice things up. I'm not hating, I think latin girls are insanely beautiful but please, I thought they did great on 2007 when they chose Miss Japan to be Miss Universe and gave Miss Indonesia a spot in the Top 15. Give the world variations. Especially if their own rating website said so.
Sure, sure, it's just pageant and pageant is stupid enough to watch in the first place but too late! I've watched this. And as Miss Venezuela won again, I threw a remote to my TV and my dad yelled at me and stuff. My friends told me I shouldn't wonder why because Venezuela DOES spend a lot to make special beauty schools or special beauty classes just to prepare their girls to win Miss Universe and other worldly beauty pageants, rather fixing their real problems.
Again, I didn't say this though, my friends did. I better stop before I say more things and have people spill their guts and write me hate mails / hate comments.
Like I give a fudge.
If they want a Miss Universe who looks like another random chick in Pitbull's video, then let them.
Miss Universe 2009 / Miss Venezuela - Stefania Fernandez
Welcome to another round of Sunday Lovelist, you guys! Considering it's fasting month over here and today's fast just up an hour ago but I haven't had dinner yet, I'm gonna make it snappy. My cook made a roast duck and this exotic potato dish, I can smell them from over here.
So here are the things I love from the past week :
1. My compilation album launching I didn't write so much about it in my last post but to sum it up, it's killer! A bunch of artists in the album including me perform. I did 3 songs, all performed with the help of this cool band. It sounds really different, maybe because I usually perform them with minus one and a DJ. It feels different too, I guess you can say I perform in clubs more often to get used to more mellow cafe crowds. A couple of my closest friends plus family relatives came. We gave out our sample CD's, also with our T-shirts. Here are a few of pictures :
2. Music-filled days Due to #1, I had a week full of practices and brain storming. Tiring but exciting. Imagine waking up having to jump from one practice to another, having producers talking to you about new projects, people from album management team calling you to send them more info to be put on press kits, meeting people to promote music and do interviews. Almost all week. I guess those worldly musicians do it all the time, no? Such interesting experience. I can get used to this, if only some international labels love my music and ship me off right there to work with them. Dreaming much?
3. Shopping, going to salon, and more shopping When I wasn't too occupied with my music, I spent some of my off time shopping and going to the salon, just to get a creambath and have my hair styled. Two boutiques I shopped at this week were FJL and Baine Ballo in Kemang, Jakarta girls might know these. The first one is selling couture items, whereas the second one is more affordable and local. Still so good though, they sell Herve Leger-ish types of dresses, body cons and sexy. From those two stores I got 3 dresses, a pair of shoes and two bracelets. Here's a picture of me wearing one of the dresses and the shoes after my show :
4. Merah Putih ( The Red and The White ) Remember my previous post about being interested to watch this particular Indonesian movie and how I'm ready to be proven wrong from my stand that I should not bother to watch any local movies no matter how big the gimmick is? It proved me wrong all right. I love mostly ANYTHING about the movie. Darius is a sick actor. Every character is made different and the actors were successful in portraying them. I like the old school Indonesian dialogue,s the pretty views, the cultures, and the history. The special effects were killer, not a surprise since they're made by people who worked on Saving Private Ryan and Black Hawk Down, and I watched it too excitedly during the scenes when they blew up the trucks full of Dutch Army. Have you watched it? You should. Can't wait to purchase it in DVD, original one of course.
5. Me time! During my full week, I scheduled a lazy day that turned out to be so enjoyable. I refused to go anywhere or do anything. Slept until late, watch DVD's, nap some more, browse around the internet and eat caramel popcorns. All still in my favorite oversized pajamas. So relaxing!
6. Godric from True Blood While every True Blood fan I know is drooling all over Eric Northman, I developed a TV crush to this wise, 2000 years old very powerful and brooding vampire. Ever since I saw him in the episode where he rescued Sookie in Fellowship's basement and snapped a bad guy's neck with a simple twist, I totally titled him "My favorite guy in True Blood". He's bad-ass! I mean all those mean vampires listened to the guy and were scared of him. He got deadly look as well, and fierce tattoos on his arm.
7. The start of Fasting Month I'm not a religious person but Ramadhan pretty much excites me. Sure, abstaining from food, drinks, cursing people, partying, booze, and sex during the day can be pretty hard but it comes with its perks. First, you get to save more money from not eating out so much during the day and not boozing and partying around ( boozes can be pricey in some places! ). Although well, I usually locate the money for other things a.k.a shop myself silly. Second, people tend to make more meet-ups and throw dinners this month so you can still socialize a lot. And third, you tend to lose weight naturally, well it's pretty relative though. My cook whips yummier food than usual on fasting month, so yummy it makes baby seals clap. Anyhoo, 2 days down, 28 more to go ( before you see me at the nearest bar chugging vodka tonic down my throat )
First I wanna say that my compilation album launching yesterday went great. Sure, i splurged necessary amount of money for a new dress and a new killer pair of shoes but it's worth it for showcasing the best of myself out there with a whole new different audience and friends coming to support me and fellow artists in the album. We're giving them our promotional samples and had 3 full hours of performances but details on that later. I intend to show you the pictures this Sunday, this definitely should be in the love list, yes?
But here are a few pictures ( More on Sunday, I promise! ) :
The purpose of today's post is to tell you that fasting month of Ramadhan is approaching, for me and a lot of people with the same beliefs as I am. It starts tomorrow actually.
By the way, this isn't going to be a post full of religious preaching because I personally hate it and I rather not debate or discuss it even further here. Seeing how various people read this shabby place I like to call blog.
But, I just need to write that starting tomorrow until precisely a month after that, I will be fasting everyday ( I hope ). I'll wake up in the crack of dawn, fuel up ( we call it 'sahur' ) with a simple meal ( or just ginseng coffee if I can stand it ) , drink a lot of water and not putting everything else in my system until 6 PM or so in the evening. For religious and detoxifying purpose, of course.
Not only that, I should keep myself in my best behavior during this month. No temper tantrums, treat everyone nicely, oh yeah...and pray more. Just saying that makes me feel bad because I'm not really a good example of a religious person. Have I told you I should abstain from all kinds of partying and booze drinking too? I failed last year, by the way. Day 21. 9 more days left and I was so cranky because of something and had to guzzle vodka & tonic down my throat. No more. I hope.
On the plus side, this month is going to be filled quality time with family and friends. I don't know how they do it in other countries but here we usually meet up from time to time for breaking the fast and have lovely dinner together, sometimes even like a couple of times a week. And on day 31 when the fasting month ends and the holy Eid day comes, a lot of my relatives usually give out money. I wonder how much money I'll get this year, I got myself a new laptop from the money I got last year. What should I get myself now? Will maybe put them into something ridiculous, like a Birkin bag. Or Balmain zipped ankle boots.
On the down side, school is starting again next week. YIKES. Can you imagine going to school while fasting in a hot day and have no options to run to the nearby gelato bar and order the biggest creamy gelato filled with chocolate chips and brownie chunks? School sucks.
But I keep my fingers crossed for being a good kid this month. If you're fasting too, good luck to you.
...will have its soft launching TOMORROW, or is it TONIGHT? It's around midnight here.
Finally, after a full year of struggle from everyone in the album. and The Platinum Music itself. Sweat, dramas, and definitely tears. Albums will definitely be in stores soon and not only in music ones since they will even be sold in supermarkets, mini markets and schools. Of course, non-Indonesians can always purchase it from the internet. Details on that later.
How am I feeling right now? Nervous, giddy, EXCITED. Not to mention tired with all the practicing but I hope the hard work will soon pay off. I'm not gonna post so much today but I'll let you know that I'm gonna give out three CD's for my bloggy friends abroad*, wherever they are. Just think of this as some kind of a give-away.
If you're interested ( maybe you wanna check out the music from this part of the world or you just wanna put a smile on my face as a good friend ), you don't have to blog or tweet about it . All you have to do is :
Download my song here. Don't worry, it's free! And it's sponsored by ReverbNation and Windows so it's not what you call a trashy one, unless you have a bad music taste.
Tell me which hip-hop / R&B artists that you like the most and why, in the comment section. Be specific, is it their songs or their attitudes or their messages, etc. Your answers will hopefully let me improve in the future, yes?
I'm gonna wait for your comments and answers until this Sunday before I put each of you in randomizer, then I'm gonna announce the three people that will receive the CD soon on Monday. You can download and answer more than once, it's even better that way and believe me this album will worth your time. We do it quite differently around the equator.
* It's clear if you're Indonesians or even specifically Jakartans, you should go to La Forca at Setiabudi Building Jakarta tomorrow / tonight, Thursday August 20th 2009, and attend the soft launching which will start at 8 PM. Three hours showcase packed with performances from yours truly and other Hip-Hop United artists. You can also get your early free album there.
I know I should have made this video and posted it yesterday but better late than never, right? I was incredibly busy and tired yesterday ( relaxing from an exhausting previous week, watching a movie and shop with my mom ) so I only managed to finish it this afternoon, with the help pf my brother's baby-sitter holding up the camera. She could be a really talented cameraman with more training.
Here it goes, What 20SB Means To Me Vlog by yours truly. Don't laugh too much at my chipmunk face + voice!
Yes, yes it's clear that I'm nervous. As you can see :
I'm touching and playing with my toes a lot. WTF?
My voice is pretty shaky
I stammered and giggled, more than necessary
What do YOU think? If you're telling me I have an accent then we have a problem...
...kidding, I know I do. Did you make a vlog for 20sb's vlog day? Drop me a link so I can watch it and say awwww at the sight of you talking.
First, I would like to say HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY to all fellow Indonesians. Big deal for all of us, people! To those of you who have to attend morning ceremony, good luck. I'm practically motionless in my bed right now, still tired from my previous week. Not really in a festive spirit although I'd like to see all the Independence Day games happening in the neighborhood.
Second, Today's post is the late Sunday Lovelist that I should've posted yesterday but since I had no time, here are a few things I love last week, in no particular order :
1. Soulnation Audition I had to get up around 5 am in Saturday morning for this, the audition is located in a mall in North Jakarta precisely an hour or so away, without including traffic jam. Luckily my driver drove us so we didn't have to be grumpy driving so far in such a hot weather. We're the first artists to arrive and the audition didn't happen until 11 am. Such an experience, I haven't done any audition anymore since the first year I rap. I guess for an event this big, one gotta sacrifice, no? It went pretty well. I hope I got in, I saw a bunch of other artists performing too. The competition was tight.
2. Hiphop United soft launching preparation My compilation album is going to be released around next month and the soft launching will take place next Thursday at La Forca, August 20th, with the performances of a couple of artists in the album, including yours truly. These past few weeks have been crazy with practices, promoting and organizing. Several interviews and media announcement have been done as well. I'm gonna be performing not only with Lloyd Popp but also with other Indonesian hiphop / R&B artists like Request, Minus One, Nuff Sum, Christy, and Sasha Tutuko. We gonna give out our albums early here for the audience, so if you're in town please come and bring your friends.
3. Featured in Jakarta Globe website For you non-Indonesians, Jakarta Globe is one of the leading English newspapers here to cater for expatriates and non-Indonesian speakers in general. They interviewed me a couple of months ago but recently I just found out they put it in their website as well. Pretty stoked about it, read it here if you're curious.
4. Planning a mini Blogger Meet-Up It's been too long I feel jealous for you guys in the states and Europe for being able to attend a lot of meet ups and become real life friends with other bloggers. There aren't so many 20-something bloggers here in Jakarta, and the ones who blog with actual public audiences, especially in English, are even rarer. I decided to take the reign and ask two fabulous Indonesian bloggers, Nitya and Chekka, for a meet up and I wanted to squeal with excitement when they said yes. Will give more updates on this when it happens, complete with pictures.
5. G.I Joe : The Rise Of The Cobra I watched it last Monday, and I LOVE IT. I don't get why some people don't because although I wasn't a die hard fan of them as a kid, I can easily understand the story and find it entertaining. Channing Tatum is SEXY, so are Sienna Miller here with her black hair and Joseph Gordon Levitt with his darth vader-esque attributes . I never thought they could play really bad ass characters. The part I love the most is when they destroyed Eiffel Tower. What's yours?
6. Who What Wear : Celebrity and Runway Style For Real Life Nicole Richie tweeted this new fashion bible is gonna be out soon and it can be pre-ordered, so like any fashion-crazed and book-frenzied girl I hopped to Amazon and put an order. I love Who What Wear website and so many style tips there, it helps me put on an outfit when I'm confused on what to wear. It helps me figure out what to buy if I wanna shop too. I think I'll love this book as much as Rachel Zoe's Style A to Zoe.
7. Cocktail Hours I don't know about you but cocktail hours always make me happy. From a huge glass of something called Asian Mule with pineapple, ginger and whatever liquors mixed inside until Sangria, Illusion, Vodka Orange and a couple glasses of god-knows-what in Immigrant. I was feeling alright with them when sitting but when I got up...whoa! It was fun though.
8. Performing Solo for the first time!!! Ever since the early beginning of my rapping career, I always have back up rappers to perform with me until I met Lloyd Popp and became steady partners but I had to perform alone last night. A couple of people have pointed out to me that this would inevitably happen and I never wanna back out, so I did. I DID IT, clearly really drunk, but thankfully with no beginner's mistake. I performed as crazy as my previous performances, with the jumping and the screaming, only alone. My friends supported me by waving hands and shouted my names and when it ended a lot of people clapped. I jumped from the stage, hugged my peeps and commenced with the crazy dancing. Here are some pictures :
9. Leaked New Moon scenes Proceed to roll your eyes if you're a hater but if you're a fan like me, you gonna love this. I can't wait until it's out and be as excited as any crazy teen fans and annoy everyone around me, especially guys who hate Twilight series because they secretly envy Pattinson and Lautner.
10. Being one of the casts in Mel's striptease video By being a cast I mean Mel cut off the picture of my head and put it in a body of a male stripper. She's a genius. YES, I have shiny pecs and big scary muscles on this video, people. It's created for The Omega's birthday and I hope he enjoys it. How can he not? Me and 4 othersexy bloggers dancing for him, haha. Happy birthday, dude. Please go over to his page and say happy birthday if you can, lovelies. But not before you see this video of below, okay?
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