I mean, sure, I'll have a master's degree in Theology in about a year and a half, but that doesn't make me a theologian, and I'm fine with that.
I really appreciate all that I'm learning, and the opportunity to read great thinkers and write about the stuff of God that people have pondered and prayed on for thousands of years, but over and over again I just keep thinking that it's all just trying to nail jello to the wall.
The Bible isn't clear on many, many things. If God wanted to spell some things out, he would have done so. Am I saying that it is of no use at all to wrestle with questions and concepts? Not at all. But when complex, multi-layered arguments are constructed with very little biblical basis or evidence, it may be a waste of time. At least, I feel like it's a waste of time for me to have to read them. There are few things I hate more than wading through a confusing section of a book, hurting my brain trying to figure out what the author is proposing, finally coming to see their point a little bit, only to get to the end and realize that they were actually illustrating a view with which they disagree or that there is little to no biblical support for the muck and mire I just went through.
Believe me, I get it. With the Bible's annoying lack of clarity on so many things, we have to thoughtfully discuss and extrapolate and expand our beliefs into fully-fledged organisms. The problem is that we then try to hold on to them so tightly and will fight people on them, and we construct miles of scaffolding to support them, when all we're really holding up is our own opinions, or those we've adopted from those who came before us.
Stop trying to nail jello to the wall. Eat it. Get it in you. Digest it and let the sweetness become a part of you. Put it in your mouth & swish it around and make kool aid out of it. Just stop holding it and showing it off and getting everyone's hands all sticky.
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