you make an ass out of yourself and just make God more godly and clear.
I've been working on a novel for NaNoWriMo, and I've written over 15,000 words so far. I really like it a lot. The purpose of NaNoWriMo is just to get those words out of you. They don't have to be good, and you shouldn't edit. Just WRITE. The goal is 50,000 words by midnight on November 30th. I was nervous to start, but the book has just been pouring out of me and I'm really having fun and mostly like what I've written.
Here's the rub: it's not necessarily a Christian novel. (GASP!) And I, dear reader, am planning on being some sort of pastor. It's not like that alone is a problem. Sheesh, I'm not a complete shut-in and don't cater to those who would get their panties in a knot about that. The thing is, there's s-e-x in the book. Um, not "within the bounds of marriage" s-e-x. The aforementioned activity is considered a mistake and is dealt with- it's sort of the premise of the book- but when it happens, it's also kind of fun. I think I'm being real in the book by not pretending that all sin absolutely sucks when you're engaging in it, but there are consequences.
To recap: Adultery: it's fun! Oh, wait, it sucks. There are consequences, repentance, and God is mentioned, but I'm not shooting for a Christian novel vibe. I really don't know if there would be any sort of audience at all for this book with the mix of sassy & Christian I'm working. There's no salvation prayer uttered, OH, and there's swearing. Just a little. I'm trying to portray real people that are also Christians trying to live their lives.
I've asked a couple people what they think of the general concept & whether it's okay for me to be writing this book. The stupidity of me? I never asked God about it until yesterday. Here's the assuming part: I got the idea at the beginning of this year and actually started writing it back then. And this month, I've been cranking on it and really enjoying it. So, I assumed that because I had the inspiration and it was flowing, that God was okay with it.
But yesterday, 6 of us were walking (limping) back to the car after our half marathon, and suddenly decided to go to church. The worship was rocking, so we went a-knocking. It was great and beautiful, and our stinky butts decided to stay for the whole service. (Seriously- we were still in our nasty race clothes, numbers on our shirts, medals around our necks.) The pastor was talking about hearing from God and told us all that God would be telling us something during service. He spoke of different things you could hear: Stop, Pause, Rewind, or Fast Forward. These corresponded to (duh) stopping something you may be doing, pausing and seeing if maybe you're doing something for the wrong reasons or rushing headlong into your own plans, the need to completely repent and get on a different path, or the word to go ahead and jump.
What I think was my word from God was an exact sentence that the pastor said: Press the pause button and bring it into the light. And, really, I wanted to kick myself. How was it that I was talking to other people about it and not God? Duh, Robin. Duh.
So, I've put it before God. I haven't gotten an answer yet, and I'm going to wait a bit and see if I get a yes or a no. It may be that it's fine, but I needed to stop and think and bring God into it more, or I may need to stop. We'll see.
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